Sunday, May 3, 2009

Retraction

To GroundControl42, with Apologies from Mercury3
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Hey.
I didn't mean to have an opinion on your body or mind.

Seriously. If you were to tell me you were having a kid, I would
cringe and give well wishes.

I wasn't even talking about you and or your boy... or even you as you.

Back in STL, I met up with clueless friends from high school
who ended their live with wedding vows and children. It is totally a
weak fate to consider falling upon you.

That said, I fail to believe that you would allow a child in your name
to inhibit his or her self for the sake of another.

Back in the day I assumed you would be a brilliant and captivating
professor of sort who could bolster the mind and spirit of individuals
around you. I guess I assumed the way you nurtured minds as a tutor
and instructor would some day be seen in a way that involved spawning.

I certainly would have no right to tell you how to live your life. I
know you're no fool. Hell, dude, you're one of the few I respect. I
feel like you took major disrespect, and I feel like an ass.

It kind of sucks double because I was hoping to hear your thoughts on
the purpose of monogamy outside of family.

I've been feeling pretty pathetic as far as how my love life goes, so I
have spent a lot of time questioning how I use relationships.

Pay no credence to the way I let my anxieties let themselves be known.
You are one of the few free to destroy me, and I trust you to not do so.

Spawning

Text Convo between GroundControl42 and Mercury3
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Long term plans are non-existing. No real life goals.

Yah taking it as it comes too.

It's crazy. Friends are getting married, promoted, and having kids. I can't imagine any of that.

Me neither, it's all too fucking BORING.

Are you ever getting married? You still seem retared for your boy. Kitds?

Retarded for him yes, kids no.

To be honest, of all the people I've met, I think you would be the only one I have thought about like that.

Thought about like what?

Kids. Yes. It's not saying much. I don't trust most femaile types.

You thought I would have kids? Bahhh to career oriented for that nonsense.

My buddies with kids are so not functional.

I just think you have something honest, real, and that stuff. Who knows. I should be the last judge of that shit.

So what is the point of a monogamous relationship with no family goal?

Uh-Oh. No response. Hope I didn't step on a touchy subject.

Yup sure did. I don't believe my worth is based upon popping out babies.

Hell no! You don't either.

You're a real person. Zoer percent robot. Zero percent zombie. That sort of person is ideal to spawn other non-robot-humans.

I don't spawn.

Yeah. The smart ones seem not to. We are really doomed as a species, really. :)

Sorry to suggest you spawn. You know I think you are more than a human factory, right?